Thursday, December 08, 2005

mudder farker pundek bastard

lost my handphone this morning...

gone with it are my contact list,
which i can get back... slowly but surely.

but gone also are the precious sms-es.
and how the fuck in the world am i supposed to get them back???
super upset... not abt the lost fone, but abt my lost sms-es.

kept all those sms-es since 6 yrs ago, since i first got my own fone...
6 fucking long yrs, and gone just like that.

sms-es that reflect how i grew up here,
sms-es that make me smile when i am down and alone,
sms-es that i can share & cheer ppl up with,
sms-es... that are now lost forever.

so...
curse you, son-of-a-gun mudder farker.
curse you, lanciao asshole.
whoever you are that rejected my call when i tried calling my own lost handphone,
hope u rot in hell.

and fuck myself for being so stupid to lose the fone...

damn.

8 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

wow.. thats erm rather erm.. vulgar

9:08 PM, December 09, 2005  
Blogger ana said...

Hey... I can only imagine the loss that you feel, but it's never the same as experiencing it urself. Well, I guess there's nothing u can do now other than keep on cursing that stupid person, and to try and get over it.

May there be more meaningful smses for you to save in the future! It wun be able to replace the old ones, but maybe it's time to make new memories.

1:10 AM, December 10, 2005  
Blogger cLaRe said...

Gone are the sms-es yup, its true, but the people are still here, yup, its true too...

Maybe its time to make new moves, new sms-es, cos' the lost old ones is a sign to rekindle new found ones.

Nothing's lost compared to the lost of a old good friend. =) hey, cheer up yeah ?? :)

2:38 PM, December 10, 2005  
Blogger BiGcHiN said...

i know it is vulgar, but i hope no one gets offended. my blog is meant as a place to express my feelings, to say what i want to say... and this includes vulgarities.

my sms-es are like a timeline for me since 6 yrs ago. they include the sms-es from then, in between, and the present... so what i have lost is not merely an archive of my past, it was an on-going collection of everything that has been happpening from then till now.
what i have lost is also the new memories that i have made (new for now, but will be old in future)

i understand all your concern, and thanks for your encouraging comments :) i m glad to know there are ppl showing concern for me :)

don't worry abt me, as i know i have moved on, and am quickly making new memories. the best memories of cos are those that are inside the head :)

and i have a brand new Samsung D500C already! having loads of fun playing with it too :)

all of u take care, as i will take care of myself.

1:01 AM, December 12, 2005  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i tot that head cannot keep memories more than 2 weeks old.....

nm lar... treat like CD-RW
batched renewal every 2 weeks

kekekkekee

9:22 AM, December 14, 2005  
Blogger BiGcHiN said...

wei, i got soooooooo many things to remember, old man got very little space left ok!

hahaha general memories can remember lah (i think :p), but exact details of the memories...
errmm what u talking abt again??? hehe

6:26 PM, December 16, 2005  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

gor so vulgar... wah... must censor... dirty my innocent mind... hahaha...

cheer up! hope to meet up with u next week!

11:29 PM, December 21, 2005  
Blogger BiGcHiN said...

haha yeah lor sorry to dirty your innocent mind :P kekeke

12:41 AM, December 22, 2005  

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